This is My Last Night

So, I must say goodbye for all of you
I'll never update my blog again
My internet connection will be off from tomorrow
:'(
I'll miss my Facebook account
my Plurk account
and of course my blog
yeah.. although I can open it from cell phone
but, I will not feel the texting feeling
Bye bye
it's possible if this is my last post :(
Miss you all

So, I must say goodbye for all of you
I'll never update my blog again
My internet connection will be off from tomorrow
:'(
I'll miss my Facebook account
my Plurk account
and of course my blog
yeah.. although I can open it from cell phone
but, I will not feel the texting feeling
Bye bye
it's possible if this is my last post :(
Miss you all

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about love and I don't know

I feel so sad
Don't ask me why
I just feel jealous
BIG JEALOUS
but, what can I do?
I am nobody for him


and.. when he stares someone
yeah.. let me called "her"
the way he looks at her, it likes she is "precious" girl in his life


the way he looks at her, it likes the way boy protected his own girl
he doesn't want anyone touch her


I feel, hm..
when he was with me
I'm not really precious for him
even I feel he never gave me the look like that


I.. I..
I'm sad
for 1-2 reasons


I've tried to forget him
but I become realize, more I hate him, more I love him
and, so?
I dunno, I just miss him
a lot


although, maybe in his mind
I'm contemptible girl
but.. in my mind
he is still my prince charming

I feel so sad
Don't ask me why
I just feel jealous
BIG JEALOUS
but, what can I do?
I am nobody for him


and.. when he stares someone
yeah.. let me called "her"
the way he looks at her, it likes she is "precious" girl in his life


the way he looks at her, it likes the way boy protected his own girl
he doesn't want anyone touch her


I feel, hm..
when he was with me
I'm not really precious for him
even I feel he never gave me the look like that


I.. I..
I'm sad
for 1-2 reasons


I've tried to forget him
but I become realize, more I hate him, more I love him
and, so?
I dunno, I just miss him
a lot


although, maybe in his mind
I'm contemptible girl
but.. in my mind
he is still my prince charming

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Hot Topic Today

Hey! Hey! Hey!
Today is Wednesday isn't it?
And every Wednesday, I'm very happy
Because the lessons are pretty easy, I think

• English
• Sport
• Indonesian Langunge
• Art

 All of those lesson's teacher are friendly. Especially, Indonesian teacher, he is very funny. We always "successfully" made laugh by him. His name is Mr. Purdiyanto. Yeah, although, sometimes he acted angry in my class. I have told you about this, right? About Reyn case -- rubic case. But, it's alright. He still get "funny teacher" predicate.


oh yeah.. about topic for today is HOT TOPIC TODAY
finally, the report of first and second try out has turn out.
and, I'll go to class C!
think about that?!
I .. WILL.. GO.. TO.. CLASS C!
class C, oh My God!
what's my fault? why do I get in class C? huweee :'(
so sad, and pretty shy with my friends
So, the best class -- which inhabited by smart pupil is class B
and the worst -- yeah, I dunno how to describe it is class A
little strange huh? usually, class A used for smart people, but now? the fact is inverse
and I'm in class C it's mean I'm in second best class

most of my classmates are in to class B
and a little in class C and D
and one in class A

so, the hot topic today is about "Which class you in?"
argh! if someone ask me, I'll answer "worst class" -_________________-

 oh, yeah.. almost forget!
Tomorrow, I will have half-free-lesson, because my school hold an event
about religion, so.. I'll go to school with Muslim clothes! yay!
the event's programs are very interesting, like fashion show, rebana show, and recitation
I'll bring my camera ^^

Hey! Hey! Hey!
Today is Wednesday isn't it?
And every Wednesday, I'm very happy
Because the lessons are pretty easy, I think

• English
• Sport
• Indonesian Langunge
• Art

 All of those lesson's teacher are friendly. Especially, Indonesian teacher, he is very funny. We always "successfully" made laugh by him. His name is Mr. Purdiyanto. Yeah, although, sometimes he acted angry in my class. I have told you about this, right? About Reyn case -- rubic case. But, it's alright. He still get "funny teacher" predicate.


oh yeah.. about topic for today is HOT TOPIC TODAY
finally, the report of first and second try out has turn out.
and, I'll go to class C!
think about that?!
I .. WILL.. GO.. TO.. CLASS C!
class C, oh My God!
what's my fault? why do I get in class C? huweee :'(
so sad, and pretty shy with my friends
So, the best class -- which inhabited by smart pupil is class B
and the worst -- yeah, I dunno how to describe it is class A
little strange huh? usually, class A used for smart people, but now? the fact is inverse
and I'm in class C it's mean I'm in second best class

most of my classmates are in to class B
and a little in class C and D
and one in class A

so, the hot topic today is about "Which class you in?"
argh! if someone ask me, I'll answer "worst class" -_________________-

 oh, yeah.. almost forget!
Tomorrow, I will have half-free-lesson, because my school hold an event
about religion, so.. I'll go to school with Muslim clothes! yay!
the event's programs are very interesting, like fashion show, rebana show, and recitation
I'll bring my camera ^^

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headmaster oh headmaster

I'm so tired today!
Wanna hear my story?
come on, come on.. sit please..

So, today, I have no lesson anymore, just did flag ceremony like usual =)

oh, lucky me! b'cuz today, I should have Indonesian 3rd test, that is = practicing farewell speech!

why is today there's no any lesson?

hm.. let me tell you

My school has a new headmaster, so I as main member of school organization have to welcomed him

but, actually in this event, I just become "loyal-viewer" that means, I do nothing there!

just hear all of the speech from new and old headmaster, agency heads, and students

and only with "ear" asset I got many foods! there are chicken opor and the dessert is fruit soup
hm.. so yummy! and I'm full

after the event had finish, oops! there's one more event again!

my old headmaster moved to new school so we (the member's of school organization) have to accompany him as a appearance of respect for his past while working in our school

In fact, the school is sooo large! and the atmosphere is so cool!

not like in my school, it's very hot there! just a few trees there

when is my school can be cool like this school?

the problem is, our land is shortage

yeah yeah yeah, around 2 pm, the event was finish, we went to home

it's so tired

one positive thing that I can take is

*MY EX-BOYFRIEND IS INCLUDED SCHOOL ORGANIZATION'S MEMBER!*

but, I think, he really hate me now, I dunno why?

I'll taking about it later

I'm so tired today!
Wanna hear my story?
come on, come on.. sit please..

So, today, I have no lesson anymore, just did flag ceremony like usual =)

oh, lucky me! b'cuz today, I should have Indonesian 3rd test, that is = practicing farewell speech!

why is today there's no any lesson?

hm.. let me tell you

My school has a new headmaster, so I as main member of school organization have to welcomed him

but, actually in this event, I just become "loyal-viewer" that means, I do nothing there!

just hear all of the speech from new and old headmaster, agency heads, and students

and only with "ear" asset I got many foods! there are chicken opor and the dessert is fruit soup
hm.. so yummy! and I'm full

after the event had finish, oops! there's one more event again!

my old headmaster moved to new school so we (the member's of school organization) have to accompany him as a appearance of respect for his past while working in our school

In fact, the school is sooo large! and the atmosphere is so cool!

not like in my school, it's very hot there! just a few trees there

when is my school can be cool like this school?

the problem is, our land is shortage

yeah yeah yeah, around 2 pm, the event was finish, we went to home

it's so tired

one positive thing that I can take is

*MY EX-BOYFRIEND IS INCLUDED SCHOOL ORGANIZATION'S MEMBER!*

but, I think, he really hate me now, I dunno why?

I'll taking about it later

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swim can make us tall?

yay! today is SWIMMING DAY!

Every Sunday, I always swimming in Tirta Ria swimming pool

It's very near from my house, if you go there by foot, you just need a minute (counted paying process)

or longest 3 minutes

It's very near, until visitors shout can be heard from my house!

What am I doing when I arrive at the swimming pool?

First, I dressed with swim suit

Second, I lock my bag and put it on the table

Third, BYUURR!!!! I jumped down to the pool! yiha~

All this time, I just can swim with basic style, moved my feet up-down-up-down and my hand straight front.

I interested with swimming because my parents recommended it to me. They said, "if you wanna tall, just swim."

Because I'm short and I wanna try to become a little taller than now, I obey that recommendation

But, when can I be tall? -____________-

yay! today is SWIMMING DAY!

Every Sunday, I always swimming in Tirta Ria swimming pool

It's very near from my house, if you go there by foot, you just need a minute (counted paying process)

or longest 3 minutes

It's very near, until visitors shout can be heard from my house!

What am I doing when I arrive at the swimming pool?

First, I dressed with swim suit

Second, I lock my bag and put it on the table

Third, BYUURR!!!! I jumped down to the pool! yiha~

All this time, I just can swim with basic style, moved my feet up-down-up-down and my hand straight front.

I interested with swimming because my parents recommended it to me. They said, "if you wanna tall, just swim."

Because I'm short and I wanna try to become a little taller than now, I obey that recommendation

But, when can I be tall? -____________-

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bad day, so sad

nothing special today

• First, Social test, I just got 74 point, it means, I must follow remedial test
• Second, next week I'll have Javanese test
• Third, finally, I had course Physics
• Fourth, I went to school after course, and ta-da! I saw my ex-boyfriend class performance!

And yesterday.. I have bad news
My father's friend has passed away

 

Hope all of his merit can be accepted by God. Amen

nothing special today

• First, Social test, I just got 74 point, it means, I must follow remedial test
• Second, next week I'll have Javanese test
• Third, finally, I had course Physics
• Fourth, I went to school after course, and ta-da! I saw my ex-boyfriend class performance!

And yesterday.. I have bad news
My father's friend has passed away

 

Hope all of his merit can be accepted by God. Amen

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All because of COURSE

I have Geography test tomorrow
3 chapters at once!
argh!
I don't like memorize lesson like social
I have "low-capacity-brain"
I prefer to Language!
really really prefer to it!

ck, pity me!
and, tomorrow there will be Javanese (with fierce teacher)
and Religion (with SUPER cruel teacher)

One thing that disappointed for tomorrow is...
Rebana competition will occur tomorrow, when I have Physics course!
huweeeeeeee....
Actually, I really really wanna see it!
Hope will see my ex-boyfriend
:P
*miss him a lot!*

I have Geography test tomorrow
3 chapters at once!
argh!
I don't like memorize lesson like social
I have "low-capacity-brain"
I prefer to Language!
really really prefer to it!

ck, pity me!
and, tomorrow there will be Javanese (with fierce teacher)
and Religion (with SUPER cruel teacher)

One thing that disappointed for tomorrow is...
Rebana competition will occur tomorrow, when I have Physics course!
huweeeeeeee....
Actually, I really really wanna see it!
Hope will see my ex-boyfriend
:P
*miss him a lot!*

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I'm sorry, I don't intend to be -selfish-

So
from I was at 7th grade, until now
I am often given a assignment to deliver a speech
like in a welcome party, farewell party

Actually, I'm not so good in speak in the front of the public
But, the condition demand me

Like 3 or 4 days ago
My school will hold Muhammad SAW birthday celebration
there are many competitions

• Tilawah              - reading the Holy Book with rhythm
• Khitobah            - deliver a speech, like a clergy
• Adzan                - calling Islamic to pray
• Fashion show     - in this case, the participants wear Muslim clothes
• LCC                  - cleverness compete about religion lesson
• Calligraphy         - writing Arabic with art

and ta-da!
I chosen by my classmates to follow Khitobah!
O.M.G!
okay, okay, I can understand it
they pick me, cause they think, I'm good in speak (although, in fact is opposite!)

So.. I've to prepared my speech, Naila helped me, thanks sista!
I dunno, would I follow the competition or may be no
cause, it'll be take place when I have Math course
Which I choose?

FOLLOW THE COMPETITION

OR

HAVE A COURSE 

 I should post this post yesterday or a few days ago so, I can get suggestion from you
But, it's too late cause I posting this in the early morning, when the competition will occur errr...12 hours again
I don't wanna disappoint my classmate, but.. the examination is "just at hand"

So
from I was at 7th grade, until now
I am often given a assignment to deliver a speech
like in a welcome party, farewell party

Actually, I'm not so good in speak in the front of the public
But, the condition demand me

Like 3 or 4 days ago
My school will hold Muhammad SAW birthday celebration
there are many competitions

• Tilawah              - reading the Holy Book with rhythm
• Khitobah            - deliver a speech, like a clergy
• Adzan                - calling Islamic to pray
• Fashion show     - in this case, the participants wear Muslim clothes
• LCC                  - cleverness compete about religion lesson
• Calligraphy         - writing Arabic with art

and ta-da!
I chosen by my classmates to follow Khitobah!
O.M.G!
okay, okay, I can understand it
they pick me, cause they think, I'm good in speak (although, in fact is opposite!)

So.. I've to prepared my speech, Naila helped me, thanks sista!
I dunno, would I follow the competition or may be no
cause, it'll be take place when I have Math course
Which I choose?

FOLLOW THE COMPETITION

OR

HAVE A COURSE 

 I should post this post yesterday or a few days ago so, I can get suggestion from you
But, it's too late cause I posting this in the early morning, when the competition will occur errr...12 hours again
I don't wanna disappoint my classmate, but.. the examination is "just at hand"

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fussy posting! :P

Eeeerrrr..
I wanna tell you many things!

1. HAPPY VALENTINE! (sorry I'm late)
Valentine this year, I got many chocolate! hm.. yummy!
 There were from my classmates, my friend, my best friend, and many other
but, the bad thing..
I get toothache because ate too much chocolate!
huweee... valentine is not just sweet, but also pain for me!



2. My Unlucky fate (get relapse!!!)
today I'm late
hah! not a big surprise for you
why I could be late?
hm.. I woke up at 6
got stuck at market -- always
but.. hehey, lucky me! my teacher wasn't entered the classroom yet!
thanks God!

3. Slim Obsession!
you know? my weight is 45 kg and my height just 152 cm
what do you wanna say?
I'm overweight?!
ARGH!!!!! damnit! I look so fat!
maybe like bakpao? :P

I wanna start diet program
just from easy thing like, decrease my meal
increase sport activity, swimming
but, I don't feel my weight begin to loss -_____- *pitty me
my Mum said, that me, is in growth, so I have not to reducing my weight
and she supposed me to increase my height, cause I'm "short student" rated

4. I'M STUPID :'(
Alright, finally the result of second try out is turn out
and ta-da!
I AM 51# RANK FROM 224 PUPILS!
WHAT THE HELL!
I'm so stupid!
well, I'm really really wanna  cut off my head!

5. My Indonesian teacher dumped my class
It was cause a "little" accident
student in my class, especially boy, get craze of rubic
everyday, they always took rubic to the class
before lesson begin, every rest time, after school, they just played a cubic form in their hand!
and, one of my classmate, Reyn, stupidly played rubic when Indonesian lesson was going on!
My teacher, Mr. Pur found out and angrily seized and threw the rubic from his hand
and went out from my class
strain atmosphere filled my class

Eeeerrrr..
I wanna tell you many things!

1. HAPPY VALENTINE! (sorry I'm late)
Valentine this year, I got many chocolate! hm.. yummy!
 There were from my classmates, my friend, my best friend, and many other
but, the bad thing..
I get toothache because ate too much chocolate!
huweee... valentine is not just sweet, but also pain for me!



2. My Unlucky fate (get relapse!!!)
today I'm late
hah! not a big surprise for you
why I could be late?
hm.. I woke up at 6
got stuck at market -- always
but.. hehey, lucky me! my teacher wasn't entered the classroom yet!
thanks God!

3. Slim Obsession!
you know? my weight is 45 kg and my height just 152 cm
what do you wanna say?
I'm overweight?!
ARGH!!!!! damnit! I look so fat!
maybe like bakpao? :P

I wanna start diet program
just from easy thing like, decrease my meal
increase sport activity, swimming
but, I don't feel my weight begin to loss -_____- *pitty me
my Mum said, that me, is in growth, so I have not to reducing my weight
and she supposed me to increase my height, cause I'm "short student" rated

4. I'M STUPID :'(
Alright, finally the result of second try out is turn out
and ta-da!
I AM 51# RANK FROM 224 PUPILS!
WHAT THE HELL!
I'm so stupid!
well, I'm really really wanna  cut off my head!

5. My Indonesian teacher dumped my class
It was cause a "little" accident
student in my class, especially boy, get craze of rubic
everyday, they always took rubic to the class
before lesson begin, every rest time, after school, they just played a cubic form in their hand!
and, one of my classmate, Reyn, stupidly played rubic when Indonesian lesson was going on!
My teacher, Mr. Pur found out and angrily seized and threw the rubic from his hand
and went out from my class
strain atmosphere filled my class

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maybe there's part 2

hey hey hey!

I wanna post many things!

But, it have to delayed

My mum wanna make questions test

ck, TBC!

hey hey hey!

I wanna post many things!

But, it have to delayed

My mum wanna make questions test

ck, TBC!

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"fry in own grease"

still feels like yesterday
hah~
I don't have any activity

get stuck at home!

just have one Math course from 2 till 4

and the "good" news

I'll have 2 tests for tomorrow, geography and religion

nice isn't it?

ARGH! damn

I wanna throw my head to the wall, bug! bug! bug!
maybe I just make a little hole in my head!

still feels like yesterday
hah~
I don't have any activity

get stuck at home!

just have one Math course from 2 till 4

and the "good" news

I'll have 2 tests for tomorrow, geography and religion

nice isn't it?

ARGH! damn

I wanna throw my head to the wall, bug! bug! bug!
maybe I just make a little hole in my head!

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S.O.S

I don't know what happened to me?
I feel so numb, without any passion

I.. I..
feel so empty
I can't feel a happiness, sadness

Why I could be like this?
Oh.. What's wrong with me?
Anyone knows?

I'm afraid, an over afraid

Somebody, help me!

I don't know what happened to me?
I feel so numb, without any passion

I.. I..
feel so empty
I can't feel a happiness, sadness

Why I could be like this?
Oh.. What's wrong with me?
Anyone knows?

I'm afraid, an over afraid

Somebody, help me!

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oh, it's- so - so

okay, try out is done!
wuhu~
should I happy?
hm.. may be

._.
hah, whatever
I feel so numb!

okay, try out is done!
wuhu~
should I happy?
hm.. may be

._.
hah, whatever
I feel so numb!

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just depend on A LUCK

huweeeeee
oh no
tomorrow is Sains try out
my prime enemy!
Oh God!
I don't know about heritage or resistant or magnet
oh my God!
please help me
I don't know what must I do

I depend on A LUCK

I want to be a luckiest girl in the world!

huweeeeee
oh no
tomorrow is Sains try out
my prime enemy!
Oh God!
I don't know about heritage or resistant or magnet
oh my God!
please help me
I don't know what must I do

I depend on A LUCK

I want to be a luckiest girl in the world!

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uncareful = STUPID!

ho..
stupid girl come with stupid experience

what?
I realize
really really realize
I'm "uncareful" type girl

and yes
I do many work uncarefully
like on Math try out today

argh! stupid!
the question is ask to find the surface area of pyramid and cube
but
INFACT I FIND THE VOLUME!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

idiot! idiot! idiot!

and "luckily" there is the answer of volume
so, I choose it.

hu hu hu hu
God, please forgive my mistake
Istighfar.. Astaghfirullahaladzim
='(

and btw, try out for tomorrow is English
huh hah, wish me luck ><
please God.. help me!

ho..
stupid girl come with stupid experience

what?
I realize
really really realize
I'm "uncareful" type girl

and yes
I do many work uncarefully
like on Math try out today

argh! stupid!
the question is ask to find the surface area of pyramid and cube
but
INFACT I FIND THE VOLUME!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

idiot! idiot! idiot!

and "luckily" there is the answer of volume
so, I choose it.

hu hu hu hu
God, please forgive my mistake
Istighfar.. Astaghfirullahaladzim
='(

and btw, try out for tomorrow is English
huh hah, wish me luck ><
please God.. help me!

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1st try out :)

yuhu~
how about my first try out?
not too bad
I can did it :)
even though, I don't know about my mark
haha :D


Tomorrow is Math
ha ha ha ha ha.. second enemy will come~
ouh, okay
I can handle it! ( I hope)
Wish me luck again!
(the thing that I must to do is *careful* )

yuhu~
how about my first try out?
not too bad
I can did it :)
even though, I don't know about my mark
haha :D


Tomorrow is Math
ha ha ha ha ha.. second enemy will come~
ouh, okay
I can handle it! ( I hope)
Wish me luck again!
(the thing that I must to do is *careful* )

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h-1 try out

yo~
tomorrow is first day my try out regency level
and um~
the test schedule is Indonesian
haha~ I have to admit that I'm not good Indonesian people
why?
I'm not really good in this lesson

whereas, in high school later, I want to go to Language majors
because I feel good in English and I like it!
uh uh, wish me luck for tomorrow until National Exam :)

yo~
tomorrow is first day my try out regency level
and um~
the test schedule is Indonesian
haha~ I have to admit that I'm not good Indonesian people
why?
I'm not really good in this lesson

whereas, in high school later, I want to go to Language majors
because I feel good in English and I like it!
uh uh, wish me luck for tomorrow until National Exam :)

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stupid girl, yeah

Huh!
I've just realized that I'm really really stupid girl ever!
I just got 33,05 point for my try out!
Heh!
What do you think?
I'm so stupid? Right!

I took those result to home and show it to my Mum
I hope my Mum would angry to me
but?
She just gave me advice to more study

Argh! I hope I will be scolded by my parents
It'll make me cured of a habit

STUPID GIRL

Huh!
I've just realized that I'm really really stupid girl ever!
I just got 33,05 point for my try out!
Heh!
What do you think?
I'm so stupid? Right!

I took those result to home and show it to my Mum
I hope my Mum would angry to me
but?
She just gave me advice to more study

Argh! I hope I will be scolded by my parents
It'll make me cured of a habit

STUPID GIRL

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